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[Tuesday, July 22, 2008
1:13am] |
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say goodbye to Livejournal!
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[Wednesday, June 25, 2008
12:51am] |
i have so much to say to you, you and you and maybe you.
but once again again, i'm afraid to.
closest to furthest, how awesome is everyone?
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[Thursday, May 22, 2008
2:25am] |
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So school has been kinda crazy.
Long hours in school, projects, tests, waking up fucking early for school, and not forgetting the exams in about 3 or 4 weeks time. Worst still is the F&B ops shit where we have to do restaurant service (it sucks even more when your tutor isn't exactly someone you fancy!).
I'm just gonna get everything done and over with, then i have the holidays to relax. Yeah, the sucky part is, it's only for 2 bloody weeks.
Yeah, that's whiny me for you.
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[Monday, May 12, 2008
11:29am] |
Ugleh, people.
New one(s) please.
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[Tuesday, March 25, 2008
4:42pm] |
22 10 2007 You; You took me this far. You changed me to become who i am, now. This person i can’t be happy with in these times. This person i wouldn’t even know, if not for you. You’ve degraded me to a sick fucking girl of a guy that i am now, cos this whole period, just trying to get started on this stupid post, took so much out of me. I have never felt so much, changed so much, teared so much in this way, for this cause. And i don’t know if i want to stay this way any longer. It’s fucking more than i can bear to feel. Not caring has always been my thing. At least i didn’t think so much of everything else. At least, i was always care-free and much happier. But i don’t even think i can go back there after all i went through, because of you. I want you to be happy. Sure. I don’t want you. Sure. But i’m feeling fucked in this position and the lack of sustainable reasons to be where i am now fucking pisses me off. “I’d rather not be in this stupid thing I’ve fallen into.” That, i would have said so fucking early into this game if i am, who i was. But, i let my guard down, and allowed you to be part of my life. I allowed myself to care, even if i don’t show it in the most obvious of ways, i felt it and i still do. And now, it hurts. So there’s no one else to blame. Not you, not him, no one. You happened, D happened, but you… You keep on happening. And i’m scared to know why. Wait, I don’t want to know why. I can’t bring myself to say this to anyone, infront of anyone. So this, is where i’ll finally end with, I love you. You don’t get to react, you don’t get to feel it, you just don’t. Cos i prefer living underneath this thing people call a facade, and after this, i’m back to cheery me. And no one will know. r.
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[Wednesday, March 19, 2008
3:24am] |
This is going to be hard, but trust me people..I'm trying.
& with that said, I wish you well.
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[Wednesday, March 19, 2008
3:15am] |
Putting aside all my hopes and wishful thinkings, I've decided to give up on you.
And i hope that's final, on my part at least.
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[Sunday, March 16, 2008
3:20am] |
School starts on April 7, how soon is that?
but in all honesty, Shatec's not the place that i reaaaaaaaally want to go. Not only is it all the way at Bukit Batok, but the Tourism industry is not exactly first on my list.
And the thing is, I'm never on time for almost everything and punctuality is such a big thing to Shatec. Urgh.
After Shatec? Probably Australia to further my studies.
Oh god, why didn't i put in more effort for O levels :S
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[Monday, March 3, 2008
5:13am] |
kelson; says (5:11 AM):
I LOVE HIS PIERCINGS.
you; says (5:12 AM):
HAHAHA you know for a moment i read "i love his pigeons"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
PIGEONS?
YIPPPPPP FOR YOU!
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